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Year: 2016
Growing Up.
I’ll be honest. I haven’t written because I don’t know what to write.
In writing, there is healing, direction, but mostly right now. There is nothing to heal from, all directions point in several directions.
I’ll be honest, I feel lost.
I am lost.
I have passions, hobbies, loves…things that I live and breathe for. Things…that are closed doors and dead ends. Leaving me puzzled and more lost than before. Sometimes I feel as if I must put a knife in the heart of my dreams in order to move forward, and yet when I turn away from it, I feel dead inside…and lost and so I turn back so I can breathe and smile again and feel just as lost as before–but with purpose…that goes nowhere.
I feel like a leech on society. Full of potential, but only sucking up the energies of others.
I am on the merry-go-round, and I am not sure if I am ever going to get off, or if I’ll just fly off once I can’t hold on anymore.
Somedays things are so clear, other days are clouded with fog, and I feel as if I am searching for something still, and I realize that this is human life.
It is what we make it.
It is what I choose to make it, sometimes I cloud it too deeply with other people’s opinions, some days I take things too personally. Other days and times, I frankly don’t care what other people think or say–and it’s freeing and terrifying. Freeing because I don’t have to care, terrifying because I have suddenly lost sight of them and become a worse version of myself.
I want to be in the shouting throng that stands for something, I want to be quietly at home without wondering what this merry-go-round world is doing….I want…I want…so much, it seems like too much.
This has been partly brought up by…the fact that I interviewed for a full-time job. I’ll be honest, I am not quite sure of my intentions for interviewing. A false sense of security, money, the feeling I was going somewhere…simply because I don’t know where I am going?
The older I grower, the rarer I feel. Strange-unique-different. Set aside, and sometimes on the shelf. Waiting. Waiting for what….is what I keep asking myself.
Jack Lewis Baillot! Brother in Arms COVER REVEAL!!!!
Franz Kappel and Japhet Buchanan never expected their friendship to be tested by the Third Reich. Friends from early childhood, the boys form an inseparable, brotherly bond. Growing up in a little German village, they escape most of the struggles of war until the day Japhet is banished from school for being a Jew, and later has a rib broken when other village boys beat him up. Franz learns he is putting himself in danger for spending so much time with Japhet but continues to stand up for his Jewish friend even at the risk to himself. Then one day their lives are shattered when they see first-hand that the price of being a Jew is dangerously high. With the war now on their doorsteps, Franz and Japhet come up with a desperate plan to save their families and get them out of Germany alive. Leaving behind the lives they’ve always known, they move into Berlin with nothing to protect them but forged papers and each other. Convinced their friendship can keep them going, the boys try and make a new life for themselves while trying to keep their true identities and Japhet’s heritage a secret. Taking his best friend’s safety upon himself, Franz joins the Nazis in an attempt to get valuable information. At the same time, Japhet joins the Jewish Resistance, neither friend telling the other of their new occupations. With everyone in their world telling them a Nazi and a Jew can’t be friends, it is only a matter of time before they believe all the lies themselves, until neither is certain if they are fighting against a race of people or fighting for their homeland. Somehow they have to survive the horrors of World War II, even when all of Germany seems to be against them.
Interview & Giveaway!
I am super thrilled to be working with Christi Ella Ryder on this givaway. She made this especially for the release of Sufficient Grace. Isn’t it stunning?
Check out this awesoome post! For one of the moust beautiful giveaway’s ever!!!!! I am seriously going to be jealous of the winner.
Now Available to Order!
I am thrilled to announce that Sufficient Grace was published yesterday!
Check it out and pick yourself up a paperback copy here!
WIN WIN WIN!!!
And Without Further Ado…
COMING SOON
Four years have passed since tragedy broke Grace’s family apart, tarnished the family name, and sent her into hiding at finishing school. Now with a new last name and a few years between her and the accident; Grace wonders if she will be able to escape the heavy shadow of the past that smothers her with guilt and a desire to escape life.
Grace carefully guards her heart from others to prevent them from discovering her past. However, when Mitch, a deputy, comes into her life, he seems bent on destroying Grace’s armor. Can Grace really trust someone with the secrets that haunt her, or will they destroy her once again?
Valentine Design Contest
Hello Blogging Friends!
I so missed doing this last year! So here is is again.
Take you FAVORITE or not so favorite characters and design a valentine. (You can even do your own characters if you want) Post them on your blog and leave a link below.
Here are some favorites from the past to get your mind sparking with ideas! Please have them submitted by the 8th!
Change of Plans
Hello Blogger World,
I know I announced that I was planning on a Feb 14th release.
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Since that time I’ve run into a few things to slow me down, I’ve started college again and am getting over a severe cold. I don’t have a certain date, but I am pretty sure I’ll be releasing the cover for Sufficient Grace on Feb. 14th.
Thank you for your patience and understanding.
Jessica Greyson